I have this new friend with benefits.

And for the first time, that's really, truly all it is.

I like him well enough, but not so much that I want to like marry him and live happily ever after.

I used to be SO content with the FWB shit, but damn it...I'm just not right now.

He asked me to come over last night...I didn't.

He asked me to come over tonight...I'm not going to.

I'm just not feeling it. It doesn't feel worth it. And that's weird to me, because I feel like I should want to.

I don't know. I don't even know what the point of saying any of this was, lol...except that it just isn't like me.