Ahhh, vacation...and trying to relax...but how do you relax when you have so much on your mind?
Big decisions to make, problems to solve, and I can't really do anything about any of it right now. And in light of that, I am taking it day by day here and trying to enjoy my family and friends.
I had a great time yesterday catching up with my college friend Becky...I didn't realize how much I've missed her!
Hanging out with my aunt and cousins has been wonderful too. I think I see more of all of them since not living here, lol. And I especially grateful that after so many wasted years, my cousin Mary and her family are now in the 'inner circle' LOL. I wish more people understood how precious life is, and how things can change so quickly, that it just isn't worth shutting people you care about out of your life.
And the biggest lesson I am trying to teach myself is that life IS too short...too short to be pissed off, too short to be stubborn, too short to continue to be in situations that are toxic and unhealthy. I am also SO grateful to Ms. J for giving me an opportunity to get out of one of those situations...and I am also grateful to my friends that keep giving me shit about making that change.
Other than that, I hope I can solve everything and figure it all out, sooner rather than later. I hope everyone is healthy and happy. I also hope I win the lotto this week... ;)
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