First of all, I want to wish Jamie an amazingly happy birthday. I hope that this year brings excitement, joy, and love...only great things. You deserve it!
Second of all, I am glad Kat is going to bed feeling a little better than she was earlier...and my sincere wish is that the rest of your life ends up like the first two weeks of things were...and she knows what I mean ;)
Third of all...I am being uncharacteristically quiet about Stewart. It's funny, because I was talking to my friend Tami once and she said when she realized her husband Gary was 'the one', she didn't want to tell anyone. We were discussing one of my ex's at the time, who at that point wasn't an ex yet, lol...and I thought, well damn, he's so awesome I want to tell everyone. He's hot, and 25, and smart, and we lay around for hours talking about books and movies, and playing Black Ops, haha. I couldn't understand why you wouldn't want to tell everyone...but guess what, homeslices...I don't want to tell anyone this time. I mean, yes, I've admitted we're dating. I guess I've admitted to the whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing to most of my friends...but I haven't elaborated too much. Maybe I'm afraid to. Maybe I'm just so excited that I don't even feel like sharing any of it. Maybe I'm kind of enjoying the (for once) quiet, natural progression of things. Maybe I feel like the smile on my face says enough and I don't even need to say anything. I'm not looking for signs or bullshit or anything...I'm just here and he's just here, and I'm going to be such a girl now and quote my favorite movie, Untamed Heart...."He doesn't make sense. I don't make sense. Together, we make sense." He said something along those lines the 3rd night we went out, and I fed him that line...and he liked it. So look, I'm not going to sit here and tell you how sweet he is, or how well he's treating me, or how we've spent hours every day since we left MI going back and forth about how much neither of us can wait for the 1st. I'm just going to say I'm excited, and I'm happy, and I can't believe I might be falling for that kid that lived around the block from me for 18 years.
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