Breathing...or not

Well, I'm breathing again...sort of. I mean, a lot of the craziness that has swirled around me for the last few weeks has finally started to die down and has left me with what I knew in the first place...and that is that I love my boyfriend. Whew...that feels good. It is nice to have my mind back. I know there are things to work on and work out...and so we will see. But in the end, I'm hoping that everything will be ok. Now, being that I have spent the last few weeks in mental turmoil...not sleeping, eating, or generally taking as good care of myself as I usually do, I have ended up sick. I can't breath, my head is killing me...everything basically hurts. I should have seen this coming...but of course, hindsight is 20/20. I'm going to rest this weekend and continue to clear my head...getting healthy all the way around :)