Trouble!

Like usual, my old FWB knows just when to show up...just when I'm a little down, a little vulnerable, a little more open to his mumbo jumbo. I don't know how he does it, but for nearly 14 years now, he's had this uncanny ability. And like clockwork, a message shows up: "we need to get in some trouble" I won't lie, I'm flattered at first, excited even. I don't love him anymore...but I will never not like his continued attention. He had a hold on me for a very long time. I rather enjoy having a bit of a hold on him. But it's short lived. To begin with, I'm not going to mess around on my boyfriend with him. And even more...this man is in a committed relationship. With a girl that seems to adore him. How can she be posting how much she loves their "adventures", while he is secretly propositioning me, the woman that walked away because of her? I find lately that most men want to have their cake, and eat it too. He can't, at least not with me. It makes me feel empowered to say that. You CAN'T have me anymore.