There is a scene the movie "Where The Heart Is" where something horrible has just happened to Ashley Judd's character and her family and she says something like "...how do they find me? How do they see me and just know they'll be able to do these horrible things?" Sometimes I wonder that myself. I don't think I look particularly frail or easily fucked with. I curse a lot. I can take care of myself, usually. I'm not big, I don't think I'm necessarily little either. But I keep being drawn to the most shit bag people...people that don't deserve to be trusted, or second chances, or actually first chances if we're being honest, lol. And yet, there they are, in my life, with chance after chance to prove what assholes they are. I'd really like to make my life an asshole-free zone.